Trying so hard to stay positive. I don't like being negative and down, and I'm pretty sure it annoys the fuck out of my friends having to listen to me complain.

It's not that I don't have anything to be positive about, unfortunately life seems intent on rubbing my face in the dirt. Things just keep going bad. I know things are bad for a lot of people at the moment, I don't think I'm special, but finding something to concentrate on, something to give me reason to get up in the morning...well it's getting harder every day.


Trying to stay positive....just trying